Monday, November 12, 2007

The Ugly Days of Blah



Boxed in, suffocated
Up with anxious anticipation
Down with disappointment
Up with fleeting moments of blinding joy
Down with reality
Filled with need
Thirsty for fulfillment


Pretending it is OK
Hating it all
Negative energy with no rationale
Pay attention
More attention, much, much more
That’s just what is required right now
Embrace it, love it, live it, be it
No questions

Happy ending will come
Now it’s just wallow time
Stubbornly digging in and feeling it all
Just part of the process
Till I get sick of it and it will be complete

Soon will return genuine happiness
Soon will return lightheartedness
I will be ready soon; I can change this energy in a heartbeat
Not yet though
Still have to give appropriate time to the ugly blahhh of it all
Ridiculous maybe, really don’t care
Soon is just around the corner, let me be


Keri S. Smith

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